February 9-16

Around this time, Nick and I started talking more and more. But not about our love life. I would listen to him as he talked about issues he was having at school and with girls he thought he might have liked. It was usually pretty easy to listen to. Here is how the week kinda was:

Feb 9

Movie marathon. We watched disney movies :D I tried to make it a date, it did not work out that well. The first movie, we were on the same love sack. I thought things were going great. But a mutual friend of ours that Nick liked walked in, he went down stairs to "get water". When he came back he sat on a different love sack. The end of the second movie, he was gone.

Feb 11

Had a very good discussion with Nick about life, things that were hard, girls, school, everything that seemed to be on his mind came out of his mouth. I was falling madly in love with this boy. He seemed far from love, or at least loving me.

Feb 12

Nick asked me to meet him at the 'Tute so that he could talk with me. I went and he was just so sad it seemed to me. He seemed really tired. It came at the perfect time because it was a long weekend for a holliday. I told him to go home and get a blessing from his dad for comfort. I said that he should come back and let me know how it went.

Feb 16

Came back from the break and went to the temple as a ward. I totally forgot to ask him how the weekend went for him. So, I texted him and asked how it went. Nick asked if he could come over later that day to tell me about it. I said that would be totally fine! He came over at 5:30 pm. We talked about simple things at first. Then he randomly said that he decided to give up on dating. I thought "WHAT! THAT STINKS! I WANTED YOU TO FALL FOR ME!". This is what came out of my mouth: "As long as you know that it is a commandment to get married eventually....".

That night, after talking for hours, we somehow ended up holding hands and cuddling. He asked me if he could ask a question. I said yes, and he would not ask the question. I was like, well how about you text it. He did, but would not show me. I eventually asked if I could see it and he realized I did not have my phone. He showed me it. It asked if I had ever wanted to kiss him. I told him I never thought about it. About an hour later Nick and I shared our first kiss. From that moment I knew that we would be together. I am not sure why. I just felt like that was how it was going to be. The song HISTORY IN THE MAKING was stuck in my head. I loved it! We decided that we should maybe start dating. I was so happy!